Consolation Poem by dipak adhya

I have been more rigid and quite
Patience awaits me
Mournful tears seem to me unnatural
Rather, if I stumble in time of walking
I don't think myself indifferent
It is the way that is rough and not walkable

I have been more rigid and quite
My thoughts don't stoop to past
My memories don't come and bother
At night when I look at the sky
Don't think your name was the same
No, now I hanker after myself

I myself, having lost myself
Only look for something that was never
Possessed by me and you either
Belief: only this noun of six letters.