Control Who? Poem by Sandra jacks

So you love me,
So you play with my heart,
I'm a victim of tyranny,
You've betrayed me,
You terror when I sleep.

So you overwhelm me,
Control me,
Never ever to leave me,
But we both know....
You only deceive me....

So you love me,
So you mess with my mind,
Coddle me with manipulation,
Pretend it's me...
Thats out of line...which is fine...
You weakener of strength,
Buzzing around my head,
Like a knife.

So you control me,
I'm unprotected, unsafe,
In an instance I see it,
The door...the way...
Youve exhausted me,
I cannot...will not...fight back,
Now it's my eye that black,
And you smile and I...
I do nothing....

Deceiver of man...
It's not I that am coddled...
Alas..it is you...and I know...
Just what to do.