its all dark in here
searching for a small escape which is seen nowhere
its getting slowly on my veins
walking alone down the path in mind having empty lanes
want to shout it all but the mindcuffs are strong
don't allow to utter a single word because my demons tell me i am wrong
want to escape this hell my mind has created
want to fly free after all the years i have waited
they tell me i just think too much
but how do i shut the demons who wont allow to live my life as such
they judge me for being broody
but how do i tell them i am just a different girl hidden under my hoody
i hate when i see people happy
no i am not sadistic but a li'l too sappy
my demons mock me that i cant live a life as normal as them
my insecurities tell me that i am mere stone surrounded my different gem
i want to go back home where my mind stays in peace
who better can know the value of life when someone in dis ease
i want to fly far where the demons will shatter
where those angels wiil come just to tell that my life does matter! ! !
© 10 mi
I have swung in and out of those stages all my life! ! ! Since younger...God, God, God! ! ! Has really helped that! ! ! Not that there are not darker lonely days yet but, not as rough with Jesus! ! ! Our Daily Bread.com and a daily Gratitude journal 3 things a day, like, a simple pure flower! Though we all need to work them out our own way and writing is a fantastic way! ! Just thought I'd also mention a few others that have really helped me too! Bless You for sharing! ! ! Wish, Pray no one to feel alone! Hope this site helps others too! ! !
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
p/s, You are an Incredible poet! ! ! And I Believe there are Great things ahead for your Future! ! !