Dear Diary 3 Poem by Patricia Chapman

Dear Diary
How can you forget a love?
Is it even possible?
Can things change?
I ask my self these qustions everyday
Wishing i could just forget
But i can not
My heart feels for him
I love him
but inside i feel angrey
Upset and confused
What should i do
Should i wait for him
or would that be playing dummy
I have no clue i want to be happy
i am in some ways
but my full happiness is not in my heart
and i think i lost it.