Defeated Poem by Moth Harris

Sitting on the edge of a blank screen,
A lonely phrase masking my eyes,
You don't know what I mean.
Honesty kills all of the lies.
I fit somewhere in between
You can trust the blue in my skies,
but I can't trust the unseen.

I've been sitting here, on the edge of nothing
and my biggest fear, is this defeat I feel,
I've lost my hope, I've lost my heart
I've been defeated too many times,
Now I do not know where to start...