Deliverance (To The Depths) Poem by Newo Enec

I used to think
I could run away from the darkness
Or hide from my falseness
But time told me what mattered
And innocence lost its truth
I lost what meant nothing to you
I once believed
Everything had a meaning
But I once was dreaming

Your lies are lodged in my heart
Slowly rip my soul apart
Swallow my impurity
Drunken, drowning in obscurity
Sinking in your sugared falsehoods
I know you'd never save me even if you could
My hands reach out before my eyes
Dragging chains runnin red beneath sunlight
Metal clinging to my wrists
Is this the end, is this it
I feel my heartbeat start to slow
The time is coming soon I know
I need help to leave this place
An angel forms before my face
He reaches back to draw his blade
Laughs at this mistake I've made
Lunging forward, he makes the blow
I will reap what I have sown
My soul severs from the shell
My angel carries me to hell
Nothing's what this life was for
I deserve to burn evermore