Did You Think You Won? Poem by heidi anne wilkinson

Do i look like a im a failure?
or just having a hard time?
Do i look like im surviving?
and taking time to shine?
Do you see the facade
that i portray, confident and proud?
the succesful, talented one, never shy but loud..
Do you see whats really going on?
that this week ive been destoyed,
Does the smile really hide
a soul hurt and annoyed?
Does acceptance mean forgiveness?
Does it mean giving in?
Does leting you win this round
mean that you will win? ? ?
you played this one well my freind! !
of that there is no doubt,
you used a past discression
as you oozed your way out..
you broke into my home,
one i once gave to you..
ignoring your mistakes,
i gave a job to you...
Do you see this as a victory?
Do you see this as a game?
Do you actually see anything
are you really sane? ?
its a shame you chose to break in
saturday, just after ten...
for the twelve bags of your clothes
and junk... JUST LEFT WITH THE BIN MEN!