Different Is Better Poem by Sarah matthews

Things dont ever last like there supposed to
Maybe we live in a backwards world
Where things go the opposite way you want them to.
Maybe things were not supposed to work out between us.

Pain hurts but depending on what type of pain
You have determines the outcome.
It's sad how we were together so long but yet so apart.
Was it an illusion?
Can it be that for once I was living in my dream world,
That I had created a world like reality but with more pain?

How could you leave me, watching me drown in my tears,
Crying because of you,
Does it hurt knowing that everything you did made me fall even harder?
You were there when I fell but you never caught me.
It was like you stood there and watched but nothing changed.

Is this the world today?
We watch the ones we love fall?
I may fall hard but when I get back up, things are different
Almost imaginary,
People are living in a world without pain,
Without war,
But most of all without a difference.

All the same, so maybe watching our loved ones fall
Helps more then it hurts?
Maybe by walking away and never looking back on your past
Helps?
In our world things hurt you,
They in turn make you stronger.

So I want to thank you, thank you for letting me fall.
In the end I look back and think I wouldnt have it any other way.
Only because in our world things happen, people are different.
We have a choice, in ou dreams, we dont.
In our dreams we dream about what we want most and how things would be if things were different.

If things were different we wouldnt be different................