Do I Love You? Poem by Anna Cellmer

Do I love you
My man?
Do I love?
I don't know
Some part of me
Is still with you
but there is so much
Of me so alone
Independent from you
and wanting more
or just something else
I don't know but
I could be much more lonely
Without you
I know this
and I could
Feel that I waste the time
On this world
and now I don't feel like that
So it's quite right
and because of you
I have my beautiful boys too
So, you are on my route
I'm walking my own way inside but
I'm still living in your flat so
There is not so bad yet
Perhaps we still have a chance
To find each other again
But I need the light just a light
Without it I feel
I'm dead
and I just can't pretend
That I'm all right
When I don't feel like that
When I want just a dream
The whole day and whole night