Do You Have Any Idea How I Feel? Poem by Kyle Rowan Van der Ross

I can't stand this feeling, so I'll take a seat
When I look at you, my heart skips a beat.

Like an earthquake, the ground beneath me rumbles
knowing you're not mine, makes my heart crumble.

Like my heart's been ripped out, and carelessly thrown away.
my vocal cords shred, I have no words left to say

Torn apart, don't know if I'll ever heal.
Do you have any idea how I feel?

Do you even care as you see me laying on the floor?
In this sick twisted game, is this your way of settling the score?

I know you with him, but I've known you longer.
Can't you see that what I feel is so much stronger?

I yearn to hold and kiss you, the way that he does.
It breaks me knowing that could never be us.

I love you! and above all things that's real!
Do you have any idea how I feel?

Even as I write these words, I can't begin to explain.
That the feelings I hold inside makes me go insane!

I hope for just one touch, just one kiss.
And that just one will be the one that you miss.

Tryna reach my heart will be like finding Nemo.
I may write about my emotions, but I ain't no Emo.
Haha the difference here is I ain't no fish.
But having you here, is my only wish.

They say we gotta take the cards we are dealt.
But knowing we can't be, only makes my heart melt.

Shuffling again, as I pray for a different deal.
Do you have any idea how I feel?