Do You Know What I Want? Poem by Can I Live?

Do you know what I want?
I want to be happy.
I want to do something
so creative
so fulfilling
so poetic
so satisfying
that I will be happy for a whole week.
Then, when it wears off,
I want to do it again.
I want to go into a big auditorium
and play that baby grand
so loud that the whole world can hear it
in the middle of the night.
I just want to be happy inside myself.
I want a
conflict
change
aberration
amelioration
alacrity
something to do.
I feel like I have to
or else I am doomed to be sober
and bored for the rest of my life.