Does It Matter? Poem by Wan Little Makornphan

My heart was lost and lonely
No rhythm, no melody
No sunshine, no fantasy
Only heartless, only cold I shall be
Nothing left, nothing to give
And “Happy Ever After” is all I am made to believe
Just a far distant land I can never reach

But hey, does it really matter?

My mind is always full of doubt
I want to love, I want to live
But pain holds me back
I can never leave
And I know, no one can ease this pain for me

So, why does it matter?

I know, now, what I should do
To penetrate this icy doom
But then, again, will I be able to fight?
Questions are all I have left
Never shall you know the rest.