I never thought I'd be feeling this way.
The way it hurts and shakes my soul,
It scares me.
I thought I was doing the right thing by letting him go,
But I guess I didn't know myself and I refused to let go,
My feelings are at bay.
I thought he loved me as I did for him,
But life was cruel to me, it took him away from me.
I never had the chance to have one last kiss,
To seal our goodbyes.
But it seems to me he is already dead to me,
But not really.
I still love him,
Why can't he see that?
He tries so hard to make me jealous and I cannot stand it!
I just want to scream!
I don't know if he knows that I'm still in love with him,
Maybe, maybe not.
The future will tell.
What will be will be.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem