Don`t Ask.. Poem by hazem al jaber

Don`t ask me, my sweetheart....
don`t ask what is wandering in my mind...
don`t ask how many ladies i knew...
just ask how much i loved you...
ask, how many times i dreamed about you..
ask, how much i desired you, while you are so apart...
ask sweetheart, , , please ask..
ask me, how many times i been cheated...
ask, how many times i have been destroyed...
ask, how many times i have been changed my life...
ask, how many times my pillow became wet...
ask me about the grisly silence which is inside me...
ask me about the withered roses in my heaven...
please ask, ask, ask me...
and let me get my rest...
because i didn`t know a rest since i born...

what do you want, my sweetheart..
what i can tell more..
and how i can answer all these which you came with...

but its OK, go and ask...
please ask all what you need..
believe me that, ...
i am not that man, whom i even knew..
and this is not a life, which belongs to me...
and that house even not became mine....
and myself also not same which i knew...
and became don`t know who i am...

please ask..
let me know who i am...
and what i want from this life...
ask and let me get my peace and rest...