Double Cries Poem by Asha Adeana

As I lay here in this chair
Curled up in this so call blanket
That’s all wet from these tears that I hide
I don’t tell you my love
So you don’t worry
But my mind just seems to always fade
To the darkness I wish I could run to
Just to escape from all of this
To run right into your arms
But then I wake
On the floor I lay
Hugging my little pillow
With tears still in my eyes
Just rolling down my ghostly white face
Yet no one asks why I cry
Just look a pound me as if I was not even here
So babe don’t worry about it when I cry
Don’t try to hold me I’ll just cry even more
Just let me be
It’s just how I fall asleep
Right in your so called loveing arms