Doubt! Poem by Hannah Davies

Would it be different if I moved away?
Could it change if I chose to stay?
What's done is done, that I can accept!
But should they be punished and pay their 'debt'?

Would this really, really change them?
Or am I just waiting for a fall down?
Is it really worth all this hassle?
To stand and watch them get sent down.

What if they look?
What if they touch me?
What do I do.....
If they insist that they love me?

What was I thinking when I got this all started?
Is it any surprise that now they have darted?
Have I left it too late? Will no one believe me?
There is doubt in my mind! Will they ALL up and leave me?