Dreaming Of You! Poem by Emma Jane Rae

Last night i dreamt about you,
you told me you regret everything you've done,
you told me that you missed me,
you wanted to act like a real mum,
we cuddled and cried,
managed to get the truth from the lies,
you told me that you wish you'd never left,
you wished you hadn't gone,
you finally admitted,
it was you that was in the wrong,
for those few seconds my life was back together,
i didn't want to let go, not for a second - not ever,
then i heard buzzing, loud ringing in my ears,
it was my alarm telling me morning was here,
no matter how hard i shout and scream,
it's wasnt real it was just a dream,
but alday it's left me feeling empty and hollow,
a feeling so deep i find it hard to swollow,
my life is like a puzzle, with a piece,
thats always missing,
but i can't seem to stop myself from wishing,
just because you no longer wanted to be dad's wife,
was it really a reason to f*ck up my entire life? ?
and your not sorry,
not big enough to even apologise,
i have to remind myself it was dream,
there will never be a compromise,
no matter what was said, or how real it all seemed,
it was, and will always be,
a sad pathetic dream!