Drops Of Reality Poem by joanna luffnagel

when each dropp of water reach the ground
my heartbeats race with their sound

is this for real or am I dreaming?
I really dont know the source of these feelings!

are they just hormones or something more?
I try to forget about them, but they cant be ignored

what is love? something I dont believe in
but whats happening to me? what am I feeling?

questions I cant respond to
who will come and tell me what to do?

what is the reason and who are you?
can you please come and give me a clue?

are you calling me? shout so I can hear?
my mystery man are you going to appear?

I heard you, so its you, you're my mystery man
you cant be near, no you cant

but

what if you were lying? what if it all were lies?
then what should I do everytime I look at your eyes?

the sparkle of your eyes will make me forget
that lies what made me fall in your love net

why am I suffering all by myself
while you're there with her with no body else

I hate the fact that I actually fell
but its a fact this is hell