Drowning Poem by LOST PRINCESS

Drowning in the deep depths of darkness
crawling to the bottom of the sea
Feeding off the scum of the earth
What's happening to me?
I see the knife, how shiny the blade,
I see my reflection, and then i see it fade
The dark cloud of dust swarms around
my cold cold life
Taking away everything,
Making me desire the knife
Death speaks to me through the
dark cloud of dust
it whispers the fantasies
that seem to be just.
Brainwashed and altered
my heart seems to wander
Away from what i once believed
Making my mind ponder
ponder the questions that lead to
more questions
ponder the answers that lead to
more answers
Becoming more depressed as my life
fades
i wonder the reason why i was ever
made
i cry in my dreams believing i'm
a mistake
and about the god damned problems
I always seem to make
so i drown in the deep depths of the
darkness; thats come over me..............