By noon, my life turned upside down.
Turned to shallow and panicky.
When all your bags were packed up.
When you were ready to go.
...
I live with no peace but wrath.
With pain devouring my heart.
Not everyone feels me inside.
Impediments controlled my life.
...
'I gazed in wonder at the sky.
Staring, thinking, saying why
Doth the space reflect her eyes?
For the stars have many ties.
...
'Beauty was made from her eyes.
Soon they move, I fly into the skies.
Your charming eyes are my light.
When truely at night I lose my sight.
...
Only home is worthy of my all.
To him I donate my integral soul.
My senses are full of patriotism.
When time comes I'm in realism.
...
Do you think of me like me?
I try, but I always have to fly.
To your sky
and a whisper of your cry.
...
My pillow is so wet,
my eyes are too red.
my soul is wounded and hurt,
I shouldn't have listened to my heart's alert.
...
I draw your face as a chase.
In the space and every place.
To keep my eyes open wide.
For any intruder he would hide.
...
I looked around to see.
Noone but you in my sea.
you alone who deserves.
To be in my own phrase.
...
Love is like the unstable clouds.
You can never control its vows.
And we are the melodious birds.
In the sky sometimes we fly.
...
No words worthy of such beauty.
One within war would leave his duty.
The more time the unique wonders.
No blame, for my foolish blunders
...
My mistress's property expanded widely
Above the unknown space, earth vividly.
beyond the mountainous regions now.
Leaving me thus unique trauma, thou.
...
I throw a scrap of paper in the fresh air.
Yet the hope of meeting may be unfair.
As to whether she feels what.
I am feeling or barely not.
...
were the air I fast would reach you.
No two ways under the strict curfew.
If the shapeless cloud am I by shade.
Will protect you lest you might fade.
...
The murderer for each melancholic thought.
The stimulus of every Ultimate goal we sought.
It's the spark for every slight beam.
That in our hearts it starts to seem.
...
let's walk and talk and never say anyone's a dork.
let's not talk about our usual life now.
...
Unforgettable Memory
By noon, my life turned upside down.
Turned to shallow and panicky.
When all your bags were packed up.
When you were ready to go.
I would rather die than see you away
You left me taking my heart's joy my happiness
Per day your image crosses my mind.
Like a train which passes by.
You haunted my heart like a ghost.
Who will never depart
As long as we are apart
********
We swam in the sea together.
But in the deep oceans, you let me drown.
Allowing the ferocious creatures
To gobble my life up.
To tore out my sincere passion and love.
How heartless person were you!
When did not you act.
To grant me just a life boat or a breath of life.
Since that moment my heart scattered.
As ripples of water bulge when a hunter.
Throws his bait to catch a big fish.
But, alas I was not that big fish.
Was the reason of my distress that.
*******
By your innocent smiles, your eye contact.
That makes a heart of stone softens.
The moment their emissions release.
Knowing not what the outcome will be.
In cold blood did you all that.
******
yet I am still hearing your voice inside.
that room echoing my name letter by letter.
You confined me with heavy strains.
When you determined to sentence me.
In obscure prison for good.
Your image has been sculptured
In my mind.
Like a man cannot wean himself
off his mum's milk
Then life is silliness.
When to live is a torment.
Honestly, the poem is an artistic creation, despite its pessimistic undetones. I like it because I do have moments of the same feeling and wish I said the same if not even more depressing words. You are a poet(ess) indeed. I look forward to hearing something more heart warming and soul lifting next time! !