Bengt O Björklund

Rookie (15-08-1949 / Stockholm, Sweden)

Dylan Thomas Was Here - Poem by Bengt O Björklund

Part one

There will never be a moment
like this summer’s day I am.
Chased, as I am, by blue skies,
I continue to be awake
in my own lethargic dreams.

This promise of echoes
that reverberates
with every blithe or otherly glance
here where I am
is naught but a recreation.




Part two

Old Manhattan sleet
and the first time meetings
in bars on 3: d Avenue
whispers back to me
on a hot July curved to silence.

There are so many eyes that testify
to the inevitable expiration
of inner beauty and love,
fuelled and ready
for the silent nova all time goodbye,
imploding in sad brilliance.





Part three

This is my summer,
still and – breeze all dark – wrong
and like scolded scales
the old brain still entertains
in times of don’t care…

I follow her to the estuary,
pure with salt and longing
for the unbound virgin
that leaves the land far behind.

Why can I not talk to you?

I keep falling into old days:
I too am dying, flying
as my flesh cries out for more
and the wrongs that lift my very soul
cannot find unconditional absolution
beneath hanging flower-pots,
yet damp with recent joy,
scorched by the early die not.




Part four

Where did I go wrong?
Every night I meet oblivion.
It is as if I, chasing my own fear,
has hit my head in silence
against the soft tissue of no dreams.

Old age claims my name
in the monotonous surf
repeatedly beating on the sand.





Part five

Ceremonious serfs of the tedious
call for a spectacular end,
I, on the other hand,
still wait for the miracle
to set the circling hedges on fire,
to ring the proud heron’s bell
in a salty Gaelic wind.

I am the voice that dared the water
to stay in between,
I am a voice in the grip of decay,
I am still going with the grey,
but I do not pray
for interludes of false Edens.

I will not weigh the wishful
on fatal scales, nor cry out for love
when night breaks a bleary coast.
Fatal is more serious than condition.

I am the seaweed washed ashore.
I am the dead jellyfish,
rotting on the beach.




Part six

The silent summer, stained by serendipity,
sprawling beneath dry hedges
where dirt is unforgiving,
drinks ubiquity and absolute longing
to the echo of seabirds.
He vomits between two cars
on cold February snow.

Loneliness is a form of madness,
demanding haste in the land of:
All things must come to pass
as soon as possible.
The winding wills of spirit
fill the air with purpose and seaweed.
Silent herons fade in frosty windows,
bending beady pointed beaks
to the wispy illusion of water.

His voice is not mine
and yet he moves when I do.
Four winter days in New York
turns into late July.
I grope for answers
but it is to hot for wings
to beat against my forehead.
Darkness dares me, but I pass.





Part seven

Darkness rolls across the summer grass
like threats of thunder.
Everyday perpetuates the illusion
of no beginning, no end,
every day fools continue
towards the home above the mist.

The dark shadow drool dominion,
claiming all of your days
in just one cloaked breath.
Crows and magisterial magpies
stare at the sunlit garden
where all is forever quiet.






Part eight

Silently sinking into grovelling depths,
where oil is a cry for more,
I see him as I see me, moving towards
all that ends and finally so.
Appreciation is a double edged sword
when it is what it is
and not a replica of what is not:
The balance is fine…

The prolonged death by flames in water
goes by so many names
that even he, himself nobly ignited,
accepted the vicious terms,
thus mortally meeting the end
at the broken crossroads of:
will all spirits meet in marvel
the day of their conclusion?






Part nine

Snake eye days blink and stay
while I, as it were, open the window
and call out for more.
The New York winter still echoes
in this relentless heat.
The diamond finds itself in veils,
the luring light insists,
it is so much more than an urge.

The day’s dying dance is tempting,
but no harness nor maidens in fords
of cold crystal water
can put him back together again.
See me! See me not…
A puppet, run by mortal needs
and dreams of total magnificence.
No one spoke out.





Part ten

Slowly succumbing to a shift of mind
the next hot, windless day, still July,
I watch decay and island seclusion
wash over the parched, desolate grass,
reflecting absolute void to blue merciless sky.

It is more than half a century ago
the little big man ricocheted like a pinball
all across America in anguish
with spells of profound, untainted spirit
unlocking the hear, hear.

Although a beacon in every dim gin joint,
he was often but disaster in “refined” company,
and still he never lost his itinerary.

Blossoming young women, undergraduates,
flocked at first, before the game of longing
rode on seven wild horses
to yet another magnificent future, albeit crude
in its superficial wrapping.

Clean and yearning, open and new,
they were all that he needed to feed
the bleeding wound of yearning.

So I die to the pace of turning pages
that I know will never give me
what I and this wretched world really need,
but it is always a beginning.





Part eleven

I saw the heron saluting the tide,
shoals of small fish seeking shelter
as dark clouds drew near
and the water lost its cheerful smile.

I heard all the village voices
as night moulded chores into chime,
I heard the small and the lost,
the severed and the folded
preparing for the leap.

I could feel the fire of craving
as darkness voiced its anxious song,
as seaweed gasped on sodden sand,
burning water trees fed the beast.

As summer rolls on with rain
and mad thunder in the garden
I open my nights into this,
a wound that will never heal,
a condition without a summit.





Part twelve

I died a thousand deaths that night
with no further ado.
As darkness flew with disregard
I too slowed down,
sinking into summery shadows
where all names expire.

I am the brilliance of froth
shimmering with the moon.
I am the voice of all calls
that fall with the surf
breaking all conceptions
into insignificant grains of sand.

I am no more.





Part thirteen

A slow mourning decays with night,
the fall of fervid wishes
is all in the way the sand crumbles
and terminal aspiration
can reach in one imploding heartbeat.

Your garland smile like the moon
finds me skipping in the dark
with damp death going down
for yet another lost light,
dim at the touch of summer.








Part fourteen

It is to the seamless child he turns,
though caring no less for dark water
burning where a breath of salty air is all
a new beginning can ask for.

But it will not be.
Bramble thorn bruises is on call
and all is asked for, again and again,
in that dreadful running down.

Just before the evening, heavy with sea,
scatters sea birds cart wheeling
‘fore the gates of hell,
he tumbles one more mad day.

St. Vincent saw your haste into the fear,
saw the let go of a child on fire,
the wake in rooms of no hope.
There was no gentle goodbye.


Comments about Dylan Thomas Was Here by Bengt O Björklund

  • (4/28/2009 2:35:00 PM)

    I like Mr. Bjorklund's long poem especially about loneliness being all about
    madness and the graphic puking between two cars. Lovely! Now can anyone
    out there help me out regarding a 70's poem about Mr. Thomas' critics driving
    him to drink: 'They killed him, they killed him in their Brooks Brothers suits! '
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  • (2/27/2009 2:05:00 PM)

    yes yes yes! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! (Report)Reply

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  • (9/20/2008 1:30:00 PM)

    mama mia i pick the longest running poems of your. ot's so beautiful...
    a story. thnaksmd
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