Embittered #2 (All In Vain) Poem by Balint Nagy

It's hard to take a breath
We're closer to the death
I should be stronger
But I'm not

My soul is empty now
What Am I supposed to do?
I'm writing these words to say
I'll read them every day

THIS SEARCH IS ALL IN VAIN!
It's not my time
TAKE AWAY THE PAIN!
All these scars are mine
I can't be strong enough
Twenty years just lost

I'm not alright.

I'm awake every dawn
Slowly sinking down
Someone save me now
I don't want to drown

I don't have a heart
They tore it all apart
After cruel battles
Now you see my darkest part

THIS SEARCH IS ALL IN VAIN!
It's not my time
TAKE AWAY THE PAIN!
All these scars are mine
I can't be strong enough
Twenty years just lost

I'm not alright

THIS SEARCH IS ALL IN VAIN!
(It's not my time)
TAKE AWAY THE PAIN!
All these scars are mine
I can't be strong enough
Twenty years just lost

I'm not alright.
I'm not alright.