Emotional Poem by Nobody Jackson

Me I cant control my emotions
they don't rub on and come off like lotion
when it comes to boys my heart is constantly fragile and open
I'll give all my love trust and emotions just hoping
Someone will be the right one for me
not too hard and strong but not too weak
when it comes to trust rarely no one gets that
and once you loose it no getting it back
What is the problem whats wrong with me
why do heartless cold cheaters always come to me?
why cant that they just leave me alone leave me be
Sometimes it gets so bad I'll cry myself to sleep
curl up in a ball and just be thinking crazy..I hate me
me myself Lexi Jackson shadow and my fragile heart
has been broken 6 times not recovering from the start
Am I some useless human being
the person who gives feelings a whole new meaning?
please is there anybody really for me?
because in true affectionate passionate love is where I wanna be
Not hating my self cause I'm lonely