Emotional Procrastination Poem by Ogah George Lindsey

Sometimes I wonder if you ever think of loving me
Loving a man like me,
Loving a man who has know ideal what love is
Sometimes in your words I see thousand of hatred in every single thing
that came out of your mouth

I wonder if what you say to me are love words
or goodbye words
Because you were mine first love

I wonder If I really know the real meaning of love
When I speak to you

I wonder if this is how you will continue with me

I wonder if you ever thought of spending the rest of your life with me
Sometimes I wonder if you are meant for me

Sometimes I wonder If this is how life is
with a woman you love

Sometimes I see you kissing another guy
but you always tell me not to complain because your heart belong to me
Alone and no one else

Sometimes I wonder if I was a fool
Sometimes I thought of calling the love doctor
But I wonder why the time never came

Sometimes I wonder how procrastination came to exist
In my head

Sometimes I tell myself I will break up with her one day
but that day never came

Until my life becomes control by emotional procrastination.