Eternal Sleep Poem by James Sebastiani

Eternal Sleep

Just had a consultation with my shrink,
One of so many, i've had over the years,
It's left me overwhelmed, i need a drink,
talking about demons, and my many fears,

The never-ending cycle keeps going around,
Good, then bad, good, then bad, will it never end,
Will peace and happiness ever be found,
I want to cease being my enemy, and become my friend,

Self-loathing, self-sabotage, self-mutilation,
Denying myself happiness, hating who i am,
Riddled with guilt, my mind an abberation,
Getting to the point, where i don't give a damn

My demons beckon me closer to the abyss,
On the edge of a precipice, just a leap,
Free-falling into darkness, deaths sweet kiss,
Then no more pain, just eternal sleep