Excuses Poem by LeighAnna Williams

Excuses Excuses
Soul darkened by the brutality of another whose love was suppose to be true yet instead it was a lie, a rue. I watch as everything you helped me become disintegrates right before these eyes.
Remembering the nights spent missing you, calling you
lingering on the phone just so that I felt near to you.
Dreams laced with visions of you, sleep won't come easy because I don't want to
revisit the one that took my heart and ran away.
It pains me to still feel the love I let grow for you inside of me.
Wish that it wouldn't grow but with these tears constantly falling
There's no motive to slow down but the thought of you missing
in my life here and now I keep praying for some ripple to finally bring you
back but the happiness you swear you found was stolen right from under me.
She took you away and now It's as if I never was the love that once Completed You.
Sick of the running from the facts only to be trimming this circle and facing everything without any help from you.
Wish I knew if it was really something I did but when I think about it.. I am not wrong without recongition. you were quick to highlight my faults but all in all?
It takes a mistake to acknowledge another.
Wish I could lie and say I wish you the best but I'm not about to change just for you.