Faded Poem by Charnen Postrano

As I sat on top of the chair,
I didn't realize that I was fading,
My body is slowly diverting into a soul that the naked eyes can't see.
Pain, heavy eyes, shredded heart; eating my system into the ground.

As I sigh, the cold wind pinched my skin.
I walked, much like a zombie in the vastness of the forests' depth.
I don't know what I am feeling,
All I know is that I am lost, petrified, deprived by faith.

I was a happy soul, but now even a children's show cannot paint a smile on my face.
I didn't realize that the string is pulling me towards the end.
I am exhausted of fighting for my life, that even if a stranger will cut my ties. I would let them.
How lonely am I in this night. So lonely, so sad, so devastated, so miserable, yet agonizing.

My eyes slowly shuts as I felt myself flew.
I can't see myself, nor even know myself anymore.
I was fuming mad, like a person bathed with gasoline and lits up.
But, then I realized that I am smiling. Smiling because nobody can't see me anymore.