Faith Poem by Alka ...

I tied a tight knot of faith:
Between you and me;
The sequence of experiences,
Are through me.
A while ago, we’re walking along.
Wonder, how did I come far?
My God, there’s a wall of intense pain:
Between us, I travelled;
From secure to insecure,
How do I trust now?
Have you really been opium all the while?
Thy heart feels too cold,
In thy presence, I freeze now;
Your eyes don’t see me:
Doubts have taken over,
Without any limit, I reached to my limit;
Your will horrifies me,
Pain is swallowing my love for you.
Scary scars, their mouths are widely open;
Haunt me, from sun to moon;
Each moment is a bitter lime:
And I’m forced to swallow;
Forced to do, if by you?
God, your deadly silence;
Has made it one-sided,
Feels, as if I waited for an age;
Now our relation is breathing in your silence,
I’m silently gazing at you.