Family That Went To A Better Place Poem by mr. romantic

r.i.p dad i know that your in a better place an i prey crying myself to sleep hopein that one day ill get to see your face every day i look up towards the sky askin why y did u have to die i wanted to die so i couldnt take the pain anymore i lost my dad at the age of four i didnt know what to do i was lost without u i had to learn the reponsibilites of being a man my self i ask every one for the answers to my problems but it seemed like no one could help everyday i live like it was my last i try to forget about the past but a few years later my granni pasted away i started drinking to help try num the pain she ment every thing to me an being around her was such a blessing she tought me how to love an respect every time i got out a line she was always there to put me in check i love u granni this for the ones who lost some one recently keep your head up cus its not the end one day we will be united once again