Fates Conclusion Poem by Michelle Dickson

I cant take it anymore
the happiness
the cheer
and the life.
I cant take this way of life.
All Ive been is happiness and life
but what i have is pain and strife.
I dont have an anchor
to help me get throught it all
or a friend to help me when I fall.
My mask is about to break
this life of mine is about to end
and I have but one question left till then
Why did I do it?
When I have so much around me
Why did I do it?
The answer is simple
the answer is plain
like the nose on your face.
I was suffering
because of my fate.
The suffering
and tears
were enough to make my conclusion
when you ignored me.
They were enough
because then I knew that I wasnt wanted
by someone who I thought would always be there
but now Im just a burden you must bare.
I will take away this pain of mine
and give you relief at the same time.
Dont weep for me now
and beg me to stay
for now it is entirely too late.