Fears Poem by Fallen Angel

dwelling in the past
i wonder how long that will last
crying through the rain
trying to release all the pain
that i've felt these past years
but at night comes all the fears
of what i went through
i try to believe it's not true
people criticize me
but they don't really see
the pain i've felt
and all that i've delt
with in this life i've had
but i guess i'm just glad
that i have that one special friend
and i know that he'll be there till the end.