Feel So Lonely Without You Poem by Joe'n De Vie'v

This heart was so desolate..
how empty its this soul without you
you attended in my heart
but why you let my heart quiet
loneliness..
have you ever thought of my feelings...? ? !

each day i felt silence
in my self..
felt my self is just got my own self
without you or anyone..
have love but no fill
what use-of..?

where are you...my love
why you make my self in desolate..
lonely without your love..such as once..
you said you love to me
you said you wish to take care of me
you said you will not let me alone
but why you only say but
do not carry it on...?

Im so sad....
so disappointed...
if all of this is true
why you dont you prove it only to me
that you really mean to said that...
prove the words of you that you will doing it..
do not let me like this dear...
confused with your stance
confused your love for me...
until I wondering...
Did you really love me..?

I hate when im in silence such like this
sad its my heart to serve all this
often hit by loneliness everyday..

why should be like this...
how suffer its going through challenge...
obstacle for obstacle emerge befallen
our love travel..
time for time
be wall between our relationship..
issue for issue
want be his answer...
why...how...when...where..what...whom...
with who...make what...how...do..bla..bla..bla......

what should I doing now...
do I still can defend..bear with...
by what which occur in our relationship...
heaven knows still do strength in myself
to meet future test and challenge....
reflect what that had I sacrifice sake of defending
our relationship once until I almost despairing and
want only I disengage all...
the time..I produced all my strength waste for this last love...
because my love already unable to be wasted again
let this time I defend till the end what my property
until my life is in the end of the road.

at that time I will surrender.
all answer be in GOD hand.
only HE can determinant for all this.