Feeling Alive Poem by misha deblair

Love me like you mean it, Take the pain and all of it's meaning, All the grey shades we made in life, make it colorful, Make it alive, Cuz I can't stand another day, Of feeling trapped like I can not change, So numb, Just lifeless to it all, I used to feel warm, But now I feel cold, Running into the arms of the cursed, The lessons I learned, I earned, How can I help myself, If i'm only getting closer to hell, It's through His blood that I am saved, In His love that I now claim, People look so hard for answers, What a terrible disaster, All the while he's in front of their face, Yet people act dumb like a flock of lames, God show me how to live the life you gave, Lord help me grow closer everyday, My friends and family have pretty much died, Not on the out, But they died inside, Father I love you, And my life is in your hands, No one gets me, No one understands, Only you Jesus, You always have, I trust you forever, In this life and after, What's life if it's death, Cuz without you i'm dead, I'm finally ready, You cleaned what was messy, Leaving me cleared minded, Lord thank you for your kindness, I can see for I am no longer blinded.