I'M Moving On Poem by misha deblair

My love can you hear me, As my broken heart is beating, Ripped apart from all the lies, That you've created to keep me blind, I know you thought this out, Believing you've fooled me without a doubt, But like all the lies you've told, In time they always unfold, how silly of me to keep playing house, In a make believe world where you are my spouse, constantly you've toyed with my emotions, while secretly causing more diversions, Deep in my soul, It's true i've always known, Quick to deny all of the facts, Allowing you to hold me back, I started in with the self-pitied defeat, Then I realized I am not at all that weak, I'm not anything like the one you had before, No i'm nothing like that naive girl, I'm as strong and bright as I can be, Standing in front of you on my own two feet, I am finally to the point that I need nobody else, I only need God, I only need myself, If you think i'll shed one tear over you deceiving me, You'll be waiting for that moment, Until you can no longer breathe, For i refuse to waste one second reflecting on our past, On why you did this to me or how we can go back, I'm not upset about it i don't regret any decisions i've made, I cared for you 100% and love is all i gave, I'm up front and honest, The opposite of what was us, You're as good as the friends you keep, You lay with dogs and you'll get flees, For you what does that mean, Look around it's not hard to see, I've cut off ties with the people i've known, And lull and behold i'm starting to grow, I could never force you to want the same, To make the necessary changes to begin a brand new day, But I can force myself to keep away from you, And all of the negativity that you continue to consume. The people in your life that only drag you down, Will never be lucky to drag me down as well.