Finding It Poem by delilah contrapunctal.... yes, that's how I intended to spell it.........

difficult to 'transcend' or whatever it's to be called.....
....had few illusions...even so, to hear it proclaimed that slaughter, maiming and
wasting of lives is to continue.....
that brainwashing is acceptable...to be practiced...until 'perfected'...
and
that W e A re R ight.... to kill/to be killed..... is a 'solution'....? ?

Can no one take the first step...? ?
.Is the fear of 'losing' so great that it nullifies all else...? ?
Whose 'god' is such a villain....? ?
I am sick at heart.....