Camille MKMM

Rookie (14.05.1977 / London)

Forbidden Desires - Poem by Camille MKMM

My desires for him have always been strong,
However inside,
I’ve known it is wrong.

I have tried for years to ignore my heart,
But the feelings within me,
Refuse to depart.

He wasn’t mine - It wasn’t right,
He was tied to another,
I should reject him outright.

Then one night he came to me,
Looked into my eyes,
So confidently.

‘I want to kiss you’ he turned and said,
I looked right at him,
My pulse just sped.

He took my hand then led me away,
Whilst in my head,
I began to pray.

‘I know dear Lord I must not carry on,
But I have craved this man,
For far too long’.

He leaned forward then caressed my face,
Kissed my mouth,
I felt disgrace.

His lips felt warm, the kiss so pure,
Pleasure so intense,
The pain I’d endure.

He pulled me close, I could smell his skin,
I felt so high,
My head in a spin.

A hand in my hair, the other my waist,
How could I possibly
Stop this embrace?

I opted to forget all the things that I knew,
For a clandestine moment,
That seemed long overdue.

I thought this would stop just as it started,
But neither of us,
Has found the strength to be parted.

I don’t want these meetings, to come to rest
But 'us' being together,
Can never be blessed.

I cannot condone this, my morals are loose,
These exploits are adulterous,
I have no excuse.

This must cease, since I know deep down,
These occasions of madness
Have repercussions profound.

But every time I really try to let go,
Something inside me,
Prevents me doing so.

Please Lord help, I’m unsure where to start,
I am a weak individual,
Without you guiding my heart.

Your spirit makes me strong, but I know I’ll cry,
When ending this liaison,
Saying ‘Goodbye’.


Comments about Forbidden Desires by Camille MKMM

  • (7/13/2009 9:01:00 AM)


    i'm actually dating a married man and it really hard to let go when you want him so bad, and that your in love with him. Great poem. Keep up the good work (Report) Reply

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  • Brian Dorn (4/18/2006 1:55:00 PM)


    Camille, an honest and revealing write on a difficult subject! Extremelly well done! !
    Brian
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Poem Submitted: Thursday, April 13, 2006



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