Forever Lost Lover Poem by Austin Davis

Cold nights, Dark sky's
I'm all alone and I don't know why.
I feel like I'm slowly loosing you.
Am I doing something wrong?
Am I not a good person?

I don't know but I wish I did.
Wishing I could just restart to the old days when I was just a kid.
Wishing things would just Smoothen out.
But don't know how to let all these feelings out.
As I try to tell you.

I slowly get more scared of you.
The fact that I have no confedence.
Is the same fact that I fail my confrence.
My love for only one girl.

As I search to find her I travel around the world.
My heart desires the one true lover.
Only when I find someone close she revels her undercover.
When I love it's hard to get over.

But I have to get up and throw it over my shoulder.
Never will happen in a million years.
As I cry everynight I dropp many tears.
As I wish for this curse to change.
I realize that I'm the only one to blame.