Forever Secret Admirer Poem by Wild Grass Cad

This is not the first poem i've written
for you sweet guy
I still remember when i used to furtively glance of u
wen u smiled ur eyes did too

thinking of those days
in school pathways
when i couldn't avert my eyes on u
coz all i could see was the beautiful u

In poems i hid my feelings inside
i didnt tell u, i absolutely never tried
since i could not tell you right
that i was thinking of u day and night

im contented to like u secretly
i kept everything about it certainly
though i wished my life was romance novel
but it was not, just better to throttle


You did'nt notice when u spoke
simply saying my name and whenever u talk
i listened but the words were unclear for i was drowned by emotion my dear

im just happy to admire you even by afar
you were so simple yet shining like a star
while you're with the crowd mingling and laughing
i was there secretly looking and giggling

you were pursued by other girls
and i knew you were pleased,
I wasn't like them; didn't tell anyone
You wouldn't know it until the end
to be unnoticed was already penned

how crazy I was to ask you from God
thinking that you were my destined lad
ohhh..sorry I was just an admirer
and I thought I was the love bearer

and now time has gone by too fast
all poems written, were dust
but my feelings towards u retained
for my giddy love still remained.

just like what I have written on paper
my feelings were vivid, i kept there
it will be safe, printed forever
the hidden love, by your secret admirer.