Every thing around me is gone out...
and so dead...
contrary to what is inside me...
inside me is an astir volcano...
which i never know before...
every thing become so different...
and contradictory to what i feel...
and to what i wish and dream about...
became another person...
even i don`t know who is that...
is that hazem whom i know...
all words and all letters...
which i used to use...
disappeared and lost it...
even my thoughts melted away...
and became don`t know what should i do...
or whom i should think about...
even became a hard person...
with no mercy, even to myself...
with no heart or feelings...
become dead as the things which are around me...
but with an excited volcano...
become a scary man...
afraid every one...
every one who try to come to me...
every one who try even to give me a clemency...
and scare to be a broken again...
and because of that...
become a hateful person...
hateful to all whom are around me...
and never to give up my heart to any one...
this is a promsie to my heart...
and from my heart...
that never to give up again to any one...
and never to love again....
i will destroy every nice word inside me...
and will burn every beauty sight, i loved before...
and will keep the sadness forever in my heart...
will keep the sadness my path...
so...
from this moment i will start...
and please don`t blame me for this...
because its the decision which i took...
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