Frustration Of Obstacles Poem by Kevin Wang

(Summary: I don’t ever want to stop loving her, but in true love I’ve got to let go if needed to. An impossible feat that I’d incline to do for her, but only to break it on myself; and only hurting myself, in result. My world went upside down; in other words, chaos of confusion, where I didn’t want to see… I feel as if I’m lost and even dreams seem to be something to make me drunk with happiness knowing it’d never be true in reality. I tried too hard and now dug too far which have only resulted in digging my own grace. I felt as if I drowned in the sea as was eaten by a great white but had no urge to fight but only with the last energy to the sound of terror and regret)
I got so far
Yet this held me back
Agitated with frustration
To yield to red

Tumbling in hunger
Mumbling in rubbish
Breaking into parts
In a hole dug to China

I got so near
To touch the stars
But everything went upside down
As opposed to seeing what I feared most

Amiss in the crowd
Hopes setting ail
Dreams only seem
Just a distant away

I got so far
Yet now I’m too far
With the last sight
Is a great black abyss
Swallowing hole

You should have heard me

scream