Gangsta Whispher....Fast Forward 20 Years.... Poem by kiki KEYKEY amador

DEAR NBK MESSAGE
WAT IF THE MOVIE THE NOTEBOOK WAS WRITTEN FOR US

WOULD U STILL DOUBT US PUT UP A FUSS

WAT IF FOR YEARS I WROTE THIS WHISPHERS

ADDRESSED ONLY TO MY MISTER

AND WAT IF ALONG THE WAY

WE TOOK A DIFFERNT PATH AND SAID GOODBY

FAST FORWARD 20 YEARS

I WAS WALKING ALONG THE PATH AND SAW UR PURPLE TEARS

IT WAS YOU SITTING ON THE ROCK' CHAIR

I GRASPED MY HEART AND SAID IT WASNT FAIR

I SAT NEXT TO YOU YOU DIDNT RECAL ME AT FIRST

I SAID REMEMBER CLICK CLICK MENTAL SEARCH

YOU LET OUT A SMALL SMILE

YOU SAID UD RECAL A MENTAL FILE

YOU SAID YOU WERE THAT GREEK GAL

ALWAYS INSISITED U WERE MY BEST PAL

BUT ALONG THE LIFES PATH

BUT U DECIDEED TO DO THE RIGHT THING AND I SUFFEREND THE AFTERMATH

I SAID SURE YOU DID

YOU LOOKED AT ME AND SAID

ALL THOSE FAST FORWARDING MESSAGES

ALL THOSE PICTURES

ALL THESE UNSIGNED LETTERS

ALL THOSE SHOTTING STAR PREDICTIONS

ALL THOSE WHISPHERES

ALL THOSE VISITS

NOT ONE THING WENT UNNOTICED

I WAS CAPUTURED LIKE THE BUG LOTUS

I THOUGHT YOU WERE REAL

I TOLD YOU EVERYDAY IF YOU LFEFT IT WOULD BE NO BIG DEAL

BUT THEN ONEDAY YOU WERE GONE

JUST LIKE A ENDLESS LOVE SONG

AS YOU SPOKE

I GLANCED AT U AND YOU WERE NOW A OLD FOLK

I STOPPED YOU AS U SPOKE

I ACTUALLY GAVE U A A LITTLE POKE

LET ME TELL YOU WAT I REEMMBER

ILL NEVER FORGET HOLY PLACE IN DECEMBER

I RECAL BEACH AND BLUE CAPRI

FINALLY IN MIND SEEING THE PURPLE DOVE U SEEEE

NOT REALIZEING HOW IMPORTANT YOU HAD BECOME

UR WERE NOT A NOBODY BUT U WERE A SOMEONE

AND OVER AND OVER I WANTED YOU TO BE MINE

I TIRED EVERYTHING BUT OVER TIME

REALIZED U DIDNT REALLY LOVE ME

FINALLY REALIZED IT YOU SEE

IT HAPPENED ON JAN 2023

YOU GLANCED AT ME

YOUR GRAPPED MY HAND AND U SAID LOOK AT ME YOU SEE

WE ARE NOW OLD

THE WEATHER IS COLD

OUR LIVES WENT ON A DIFFERENT PATH

SO SAD LOOK AT THE AFTERMATH

I SAID ONE LAST WORD AS I PARTED

2023 I LEFT UR LIFE I DEPARTED

THAT DAY I DIED

AND U SAID U TOOK LIFES JOURNEY FOR A RIDE

YOU KNEW I WAS GOOD

YOU KNEW I COULD GET U IN THE MOOD

BUT YOU WERE SO SCARED

HOW COULD GOD SEND U SOMEONE LIKE ME TO BE PAIRED

BUT IT DID OCCUR

I WANTED U IN MY LIFE FOREVER I WAS SURE

YOU SEE YOU KNEW ME INSIDE AND OUT

YOU LOVED ME WHEN ID GET MAD AND POUT

YOU SAID CRAZY THINGS TO ME

I RECALL ALL OF THEM U SEE

I ALWAYS HAD DRAMA

BUT U KNEW I WAS STILL A SEXI MAMA

YOU SAID EVERYTHING HAD STRINGS

I GURANTEED YOU WED BE WEARING WEDDING RINGS

I SAID ID BE UR TEACHER AND TEACH

I SWORE ONE DAY WED MAKE LOVE ON THE BEACH

I SAID ID BE IN UR LIFE FOREVER

YOU SAY THATS WAT UR MOUTH SAYS IT NEEDS TO BE SEVERED

YOU BELEIVE IT ALL

THATS WHY I TOOK FOR THE BOTH OF US THE FALL

THAT DAY WAS SAD

I THOUGHT I WAS BEING GOOD TO U TRYING TO MAKE YOU GLAD

ARE YOU HAPPI NOW TELL ME I SAID

YOU LOOKED AT ME DROPPED YOUR EVEEYS AND SAID UR VERY SAD

YOU ACTUALLY THOUGHT I MIGHT HAVE BEEN A ANGEL SENT

U THOUGHT GOD GRANTED ME TO YOU CAUSE YOU HAD REPENT

BUT WHEN I LEFT YOU FOUGHT WITH GOD

U SAID UR HEART FELT AS THOUGHT YOU WERE STUCK BY LIGHTEING ROD

YOU DIDNT TRY TO REACH ME

I GUESS THATS WHY I DIDNT COME BACK YOU SEE

I LIVED MY LIFE WELL

AND THEN THE PURPLE TEARS BEGAN TO SWELL

WE STARTED TO CRY AND LAUGH EXACTLYWHERE WE LEFT OFF 20 YEARS AGO

WE LOOKED AT EACH OTHER AND SIMPLY SAID SOOOOO

WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE

WE SAID NEVER LET GO FOREVER NEAR

I SAID I HAVE ONE LAST THING TO SAY

YOU KNOW MY NAME AND MY BDAY IS IN MAY

U REPLEID YEP YEP UMMM BANG BANG BOGIIIIIIIIIIIIII

AT THAT TIME I KNEW YOUR MEMEMORY RECALLED

YOU LOVED ME ALL THESE YEARS AFTER ALL

BUT U PUT MY HAPPINESS FIRST AND URS LAST

UR CRIED ONE LAST PURPLE TEAR AND SID LIFE WENT BY US WAY TO FAST

MY LIFE WAS STILL A DRAMATIC MESS

AS I LOOKED AT YOU AND SAID YES YES

I SAID I NEVER STOPPED LOVING YOU AFTER ALL THESE YEARS

AND WE BOTH EMBRACED AND TOGETHER SHARED OUR FOREVER PURPLE TEARS...