Gangsta Whispher..Shhh Im Speechless Poem by kiki KEYKEY amador

DEAR NBK MESSAGE

ANOTHER SPEECHLESS DAY

I SIT IN THE TUB I JUST LAY

MY BODY IS LIFELESS

MY LIFE A TANGLED MESS

DECIDED TO FINALLY SLAM ALL DOORS SHUT

SIT IN MY DUNGEON RUT

PUNISHING MYSELF FOR LOVEN YOU

KNOWING YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY TOO

YOUR WITH HER THINKING OF ME

IM WITH HIM THINKING OF YOU

IS THIS REALITY IS IT TRUE

YOU KISS HER BUT TASTE MY LIPS

YOU DREAM OF HOW I MAKE LOVE TO HIM USING MY HIPS

I MANAGE WITH HIM TO START A FIGHT

HE DOESNT UNDERSTAND HE WANTS TO HOLD ME SO TIGHT

I REFUSE TO PUT MY WALL DOWN

DOESNT HE UNDERSTND EVERYDAY HE SEES ME MY LIPS DONT MOVE, THERE IS NO SOUND

YOU KEEP REASSURING HER THAT YOU LOVE ONLY HER, BUT SHE KNOWS YOU LOVE ME

SHE FEELS THE TRUTH YOU SEE

DONT U THINK ITS TIME TO COME UP TO THE PLATE AND FESS

THAT WE ARE CONNECTED BY A EMOTIONAL MESS

HOW DO WE STOP

WHEN U HAVE IMAGES OF HITTING MY SPOT

WE BOTH HAVE TRIED TO LET GO

INSISTING THAT WE ARE JUST A SIMPLE FRIENDSHIP SHOW

I TELL YOU, YOU TELL ME

WAT ARE WE TRYING TO PROVE YOU SEE

WE WILL NEVER BE TOGETHER

WE WILL FOREVER BE APART

I THOUGHT TWO BROKEN PIECES WOULD MAKE ONE CONTENT HEART

IS IT JUST A ILLUSION TO LOVE

YA KNOW PRINCE CRIED BOUT THAT PURPLE DOVE

ASK URSELF THIS

WHEN U DONT HEAR FROM ME DO U MISS?

SHE MIGHT LET OUT SCREAMS AND MOANS

BUT EVERY NIGHT U MUFFLE THOSE TONES

WITH MY SOFT GANGSTA WHISPHERS

U REMINSE OF WHEN I KISSED UR LIPS, NECK AND CALLED U MY GANGSTA MISTER

RECALLING THE FIRST TIME YOU UNBUTTONED MY SHIRT

WERE WE IN THE BEACH PLAYING IN THE DIRT

OR WERE WE IN THE CAR

DRIVING SO SOMEWHERE EXOTIC PLACE BY FAR

YA KNOW WE MAKE A GOOD TEAM

SO KEEP IT REAL STOP THE DREAM

SO SHARE UR LIFE WITH HER NOW, AND ILL SHARE MINE

AND ONE DAY THIS GANGSTA WHISPHERS WILL STOP THE RYHEM