God Forgive The Beast Within Poem by Guinevere Eveleigh

God forgive me
I ‘am an innocent man
A man who's heart is gold
I have no intention to ever do wrong
But here I ‘am begging to you
I feel I have spilt sin on my heart

God forgive me
I saw a woman today
And as my waxy heart melt to a pool
My skin was suddenly a blazed with flames of red and blue

God forgive
Her eyes follow me like a shadow
I see her face in my mind like a beauty on the silver screen
She makes my palms itch with sweat and yearn for her touch
Like baby to its mother
I have never felt such a stormy urge so hungry in my life before
I feel like I may die if its thirst goes not served

God forgive me
My dreams are poisoned like the fangs of the python
Her hair is like a field of barley being blessed with the sun
I think her skin is like smoothed out silk on the table
I want her to be mine

God forgive me
Do I love or lust her
I want to touch her skin all over
I want to runaway away with her
I want her to take the white rose
And make it scandalous red like a bloody dawn

God forgive me
I took her to my room
I saw her unclothed and my insides growled and moaned for more
I lay her on the bed that has only ever held one
And made love to her till I was like a man after a tiresome voyage

God forgive me
I needed her that night o lord
More than I ever needed a need before
It's like trying to live without food o lord
You just rot and crinkle away within like wearied out balloons

God forgive me
She comes to my room every night
And I cannot resist bringing her to my naked side
It's like fire without water o lord
You just burn and burn till you are nothing but a pile of ashes in the wind

God forgive me
I ‘am now a man with sin
My only hope is that your son will show mercy
For the wild, untamed beast within
And that's the problem o lord
We all have a beast
A ravenous wolf, lion and bear with greed
Just all so hungry within this bone, mind and skin