Goodbye! ! ! (Note To The Family) Is It Worth It? Not Suicidal! ! ! ! Poem by AshleyMarie Rippey

To everyone i care about,

to all the people that know me and to all the people that care.

when i was growing up i was never there
everytime i see a family it makes me cry
knowing that noone cared living my life
was never worth it
looking at alll the other families made me think
who would notice if i just happend to die
i sit on my bathroom floor crying, cutting, bleeding out, sitting in that normal pool of blood
wanting to die
the room is going in and out
never knowing where im going
living in the bathroof full of blood as it
leaks onto the carpet outside
there's a knock on the door asking are you ok
as i answer yes the footsteps move away from the door
my little puddle of blood keeps growing bigger and bigger
seeping farther and farther down the carpet until it finally stops
when they wake up in the morning
i'll be gone razorblade stuck in my left wrist
knife handle sticking out of my chest blood dripping into the ever expanding puddle from last night
they kept walking by and never noticed that i died last night
shows how much you really cared
if you did care you would have broke the door down to make sure

GOODBYE FOR GOOD! ! ! ! !