If you were there,
When I saw her die,
you would know the pain i saw in her eyes.
You would never believe her last words or laughter.
...
as i sit here and wonder
is this what my life is supposed to be?
why am i living?
look at me.
...
living in my world of pain and hate
it doesn't make sense anymore
seeing you lying there
dying right in front of my eyes
...
the day you appeared i lost my heart
to you, to love
And from that day i cannot part
From you, from love
...
I try so hard to give you what you need
But it isn't easy when your me
When you've been hurt so many times, and put through hell,
and you just wana die,
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as i sit here and look at all the scars on my wrists
i watch the new ones bleeding out
the pain from it is no longer there
im used to seeing the blood pouring out of the open wounds
...
To everyone i care about,
to all the people that know me and to all the people that care.
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living in a world that dont breathe
trying to leave
need need to find a way out
looking all around
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I made a mistake,
so what don't we all?
mine was losing you,
losing you to death,
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im stuck i this world
thats full of lies
im stuck in this world with all the hate
wherever you go
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