Got To Stay Calm Poem by Micron Jan

My calm and patience is running out
I just want to scream, yell and shout
Inside my stormy emotions are building
As I can’t believe what I’m hearing

I don’t want to lose my control
Have to hold it not let it go
I try so hard to do right you know
This hurt inside I must not show

I’m sorry but I wasn’t here
I stuffed up again I fear
I was on holiday for just one day
And a customer’s job went away

They go deaf when I tried to explain
But still again I get the blame
I’m sorry I was simply away
All I can do now is always stay

Why do people attack cause wrong
Emotionally I’m not really strong
Someone better hold me back
Before I lose it and get the sack