Gravity Poem by Niken Kusuma Wardani

I lost you again - so I think
Being the weirdo and abnormal - so you said
I hit the remove-phase to uninstall your tab
It reads ‘anytime' as a welcome
As it faded - I thank God
Then I think of you - feel remorse
How if I am never been found?
How if you are never be mine?
It got me paralyzed yet satisfied
Stuck in Bipolar state - thanks to you
It's like a rusty-fragile warning on dangerous abandoned site
Missed the subject, the act and the fact
Still you feel me without emotion
On to me - all over - never ceased
Closed my eyes, elevate my soul to reach you
So you could hear my plea and set me free
Don't leave me stranded on your foot prints
Keep falling into your visible chain
This fairy wings won't compensate my grieve
As I stumble harder each time I get higher
Nothing I can do than dwell in your reign
How can I run from you, the gravity?