Guilt Feeling. Poem by Dr. Antony Theodore

Do you suffer from guilt feeling?
At the moment of death
of your loved one
do you have guilt?

Do you accuse yourself
„ I did not love my husband enough
I could have loved him more.
I wanted totell him so many things.
I did not and could not do it".

The unuttered things
accuse me now.
I did not open up to him
I had physical union with him.
But my mind was not open to him.
I could have cleared
so many of our differences.

I did not tell him enough
that I loved him very much.
He did not get that feeling from me.

I wounded him.
I am sorry now.
I could have said all that to him.
But I did not and was not open to him.

Now that he is gone,
I sit here and cry
carrying the sorrow within me.
I feel guilt.
The guilt kills me.


Then remember.

He has forgiven you all that.
He is inpeace.
He is with God.
He is in benovolence.
He loves you
from the world of love
where the angels of God
and the saints of God live.