Guilt Greater Than All Poem by Lucas Pate

Brought back just to be hurt again.
Not by you,
But myself.
You're a constant reminder,
Of how i screwed up once again.
Nothing i said came out right.
Every action i regret.
Everything permanently etched in my mind.
I won't let this go.
I can't let this go.
The only one i ever loved,
I'm hurt beyond repair.
Haunted by my actions.
To want to be with you,
Another fallen dream.
I won't let this go.
My past is inexcusable.
Never your fault.
Always mine.
You deserve so much more anyways.
I now understand why i was being ignored.
I'm worth even less than that.
I won't let this go.
Actions and words Inexcusable,
My true colors shined through.
I won't live this down.
i won't let myself forget it.
It runs deep in my veins.