Hater Poem by Harini Sasi

transcended down your memories
and i couldn't help feeling guilty
that i was never around
not even one in the crowd
that you know

watch your eyes glow the shiniest brown
when you talk about the time you spent with her alone
but i listened with a fake smile, listened with a frown
and now i miss your voice, and how it sound
i'm alone

so many mistakes and yet i'm pedalling on
so many memories that'll get me so torn
but it's not your fault, it's mine
i'm sorry i always pretended i was perfectly fine

but how could i hate her? she's such an angel
i walked through this road, knowing it's danger
and i can't go back, not now or later
i love you so bad, but i don't want to be a hater